Upside Down

Today, I felt like part of my world had just turned upside down. I did not realize that so many things could go wrong at once. As I was filling my body with self pity, I came to a conclusion. My life is worthless...my life has no meaning and is completely and utterly unimportant. Let me qualify my last three statements...the only way my life has any meaning at all is if I am worried about serving and helping those around me. Who am I to waste my life in self pity when I could clearly be carrying anothers burden. The point is I need to stop it with my selfish ways. I have so much more to live for than myself. People need my help; it is just a matter of finding people who are in utter pain and anguish and sadness and fear. I have found that it is also the best way to make me forget my problems and overall feel better...either way, I feel selfish.